Star Treck

No no no no no.... This is wrong... I can't feel this way.... No.... It I just can't! She yelled at herself, and then looked at Spock, sprawled out in a such an adorable way. Her heart sent a pang through her body. Was it wrong that she wanted to be sitting next to him, with his head resting on her lap? A hand stroking his cheek while he dreamed, and another holding his hand? T'Pol could see it perfectly in her mind and she gritted her teeth and her body tightened. I can't do this....

Spock moved his head to one side. He was moving to his side and did so quietly. His legs were crossed on the floor, while his left arm was under his head. He let out a sigh and breathed normally.

When his breathing settled T'Pol looked away from Spock. He must have been waking up because of how uncomfortable the turbolift was. She knew she wouldn't be able to sleep in her without having to crash first. T'Pol's dark eyes settled on a single spot in the turbolift, the floor they needed to go on. Well if I have nearly a whole day, then I've got plenty of time to think about it. She mused to herself.

Spock sat back up and placed his hans over his eyes.

T'Pol looked at him, "Not very comfortable?" She asked him, she knew the answer but who cares. There was a brief pause from her. "I'm getting the feeling this is gonna be longer then an hour..." T'Pol finally admitted. "Do you... Wanna play a game or something?" It was a little uncharacteristic of her but she was bored out of her mind.

Spock moved his hands. "No, but that was a illogical choise," He stretched out his legs. He was bored and brightened at her question. "Logical that we should waste time if we can," that was unusually weird for him to say.

T'Pol gave him a small nod and began to think. She was surprisingly out of good ideas and was resorting to things like rock-paper-scissors or Tic-Tac-Toe. She bit her lip as she concentrated, and then finally had a good idea. "Twenty questions? Sorry I'm don't know many games we can play in here."

Spock pulled out a small cube. He laid it on the floor and it opened, making the turbo lift a holodeck. He punched in the coordinates for Vulcan. The dusty planet appeared and he zoomed in to the capitol. He started the program and they were both put into robes. He looked as T'Pol was looking around happily.

Awe crossed her face, T'Pol was finding this unbelievable. I mean, she had heard about the realistic new portable holocubes. But seriously, this was amazing! She instantly let a smile cover her face, it was a rare thing to see on her. The wide grin with teeth showing and joy in her eyes. I never knew how homesick I was.

Spock turned when he heard a familiar voice call out his name. His mother was at the corner and walking towards him. He jogged over and hugged her. "Oh mother!" he sighed and took in her features before her sickness. His hearing was a bit lower now for the gravity affected it. His extra eyelid closed because of the sun.

T'Pol looked at Spock and his mother, and pang shot through her heart. While Spock might have found this something amazing, to see his mother again. She only saw it as a reminder that they weren't there anymore. If she saw her mother in this hologram, she might just loose her mind again. T'Pol walked over to Spock and smiled politely at his 'mother' and him. "So Spock, this is really amazing. I had no idea that these were even possible."

His mother walked away and into a shop. "Yes, I had to make my own and i keep it with me incase of stuff like this," his face went from happy to disapointment that his mother only live here. He slowly blinked.

T'Pol frowned lightly, he was so obviously hurting. She placed a hand in comfort on his back, and gave him a little rub of her hands. She felt the fire still, but ignored it for Spock needed someone. "Well, you can always relieve you memories with her." T'Pol whispered, her voice quiet so she didn't upset him. The longer she ran her hands up and down and in circles on his back, the more she yearned for a kiss, the stronger her hunger grew. But T'Pol ignored those feelings, they were unimportant and selfish.

Spock took a very deep breath and nodded. He turned to face her. "Shall we go?" he motioned down the street. He watched as the others around him gazed at the two.

T'Pol looked down the road and then shrugged. "Why not? Not like we have anywhere else to go." She stated, moving her hand from his back, the fire tingled in her fingers for a few moments before it was nothing more then a little bit of warmth in the hot desert Vulcan town. It was interesting to think that while they were in a tiny elevator, they were running around Vulcan.

Spock walked down the street. He looked at the candy shop. Filled with Human candy and their own.

T'Pol walked side by side to him, she felt a twinge of pride and loss as she gazed at the Vulcan town. Even the most rural cities and villages in Vulcan had been influenced by humans. "Its kinda odd. We influence other races, but seem to not expect our own to be changed." She pointed out. "Highly illogical."

Spock nodded. He watched as a child and his mother walked in. The happiness in the boys eyes as he bought a handful of Gracling. He smiled and then wiped it off. He continued down the street and to a pair of Vulcans walking home. They looked familiar and then it clicked.

T'Pol followed Spock line of sight, she stared at the two Vulcans. "Spock..." She said in confusion. "Who are they?"

Spock looked at her. "Grandparents I believe," he spoke knowingly.

T'Pol gave him an interested look. "Your grandparents?' She questioned. She was shocked that so many of the holograms were people he knew, but then she felt rather foolish. He made this, of course he added personal holograms that he would recognize. She thought to herself, and grinned at him. "Clever working. Maybe you should have been in the science field!" She laughed.

Spock looked at her. He looked back as he wanted to really see their faces. "I was put was an engineer on the Enterprise but i am an scientist too. i had a thought of a matter where you could make a momentary black hole."

Her eyebrows raised in impression. She then let out a sound like a purring laughter, Brains to! Of course! He's a Vulcan Hybrid, but smart for either side of him! "Lets hope that you never get kidnapped." T'Pol jested. She didn't mean to, but soon found herself standing even closer to him. Close enough to watch him breathing without having to look at him. Her skin prickled with heat.

Spock looked shocked. "Highly illogical that I will for I was trained in hand-to-hand combat as well." He stopped at a tall building. "I wonder how may get accepted every year," he questioned. He brushed his robes and dust came off. His planet had few plants but they worked. well and there was even Vulcans who grew them.

She nodded, though inwardly sulked that he had not understood her joke. Maybe I had spent to much time on the human ship... She had picked up many human like traits and qualities after her ten years aboard the human vessel. She grimaced, I need to hang out with more Vulcans...